Entry #24 Something that makes me cry

I do cry easily. I am quite a sensitive person and I am good at empathizing with people. Usually when a person cry I would tear up too. I just feel too much and then proceed to cry.

Sometimes I do have those moments where I just feel like I want to cry, not because I am sad, but just because I want to let my tears out. So I proceed to do some things which would help me cry.

One of it would be listening to some Vocaloid songs. Seriously, some of them are so heartbreaking. Just to name some on top of my head, songs like Pierrot, Heart Rate #32, and Wrinkle. Definitely Wrinkle, one does not simply listen to the song, watch the video and read the lyrics without tearing up.

If I really feel like crying there's always Miracle in Cell no.7. That movie is just evil. It just forces your tears to come out.

If I feel like torturing myself I can also watch No.Mercy. Sigh, doing so would only be a torture but it would be a pleasant one. I would think I can get through it okay then episode 7 comes and Wonho starts sobbing and I'm a goner. The dam would just burst.

The ending comments during the first Monsta X concert would also make me cry, seeing I.M, Kihyun and Hyungwon cry is just... touching. The video prepared by Taiwan Monbebes for their Taiwan fanmeeting is also pretty touching. And of course, the one that breaks all the Monbebes heart, the Mon-surprise Vapp. I wanna give Wonho a hug.

Then there's also the matter of fanfictions. I've read some that are really sad and just really broke my heart. Seriously, some of these fanfics are what inspire me to become a writer. I wanna make people feel the feels reading my stories too. I can't remember the fics that made me cry, but if I come across them again my heart would clench and I would avoid it, unless of course I wanna enjoy a good cry. Aah, I really love fanfics.

So these are some things that make me cry. It doesn't necessarily make me cry because I'm sad, some of them I would cry out of happiness and pride.

It's a long shot, but I do hope that this month, I can cry out of happiness, for Monsta X's first win. I really wish for this. Let's cry together guys! With smiles on our faces!