A Clingy Boy for 15 Years

A love story for 15 years,

All the letters that were sent, 

Proclaiming my love for you,

But there's no reply.

During the first year I was careless,

I wrote to you every single day,

On the second year I was even careless,

I didn't even realize my house was on fire,

The third year I was wiser,

But typing just wasn't the same as writing

By the fourth year I wrote a book,

Made by my love for you.

A love story for 15 years,

All the letters that were sent,

Proclaiming my love for you,

But there's still no reply.

Fans started coming by the fifth year,

But none of them could compare to you,

Sixth year was the time I got injured,

But even if my bone breaks I still wrote to you,

I was healthy as ever on the seventh year,

And wrote to you tirelessly,

I was still healthy by the eighth year,

And I still sent you my love.

A love story for 15 years,

All the letters that were sent,

Proclaiming my love for you,

But even so, there's still no reply.

When the ninth year came around,

I got into an accident,

My head hurt, and I didn't even remember my name,

All I remembered was that I love you...

The tenth and eleventh year went by,

Still no memories of anything,

Yet the letters never stop,

The twelfth and thirteenth year went by,

Still no memories of anything,

Yet my love never stop,

By the fourteenth year I was sure,

I still love you...

And then when it was the fifteenth year,

All the memories came back,

I remembered who I was,

And I remembered the one I loved,

You, who died 15 years ago... 

The love story continues on the sixteenth year,

All the letters were still sent,

Proclaiming my love for you,

Even when there was never a reply.

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My spin on  YV2 Yuuma's "A Clingy Boy for 15 Years"

But this is pretty much crap compared to the song, seriously, watch it RIGHT NOW!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HfzFecVAI88

Fangirling with Fanguerrilla

MUAHAHAHAHA Kuroko no Basuke Season 3 has STARTED!!

So, I would now turn on my crazy-fangirl mode like the one I stated last post.


[Crazy-fangirl mode : ON]


YAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHAAAAAAA~!!!

I am currently downloading the first episode but I've downloaded the opening already. What a wonderful OP...

Of course, Himuro (Taniyama Kishou) is singing the opening for the fifth time, which is a good thing. His voice is SO DELICIOUS. Well, anyway I'm used to him singing the OP and it suits Kuroko no Basuke so why not?

Ok, on towards the OP.

It starts with the camera showing the Seirin team.

Then they showed Kaijou.

Kasamatsu looks so happy btw

After Kaijou was Shuutoku.

And then Rakuzan.

This is kinda the first time Rakuzan team was revealed in the anime and they look nice. Mibuchi kinda looks like Mikasa in the pic, Mayuzumi looks gloomy, and Akashi is just perfect.

Basically, they showed all the team that are in the semi-finals. Then the KuroBas logo comes up, and then they showed all the Seirin members going on with their lives. Kuroko walking down the streets, Kagami going out of his apartment while Alex sees him off, all the Seniors at the stadium with Riko speaking to someone on the phone, and Nigou being fed by Furihata and the other first-years. Just the basic stuffs. And then the fun starts.

First they showed Touou

And then my favorite part, Himuro! I mean, Yosen team!

Himuro and Murasakibara looks hot

These two teams were the ones that already lost to Seirin, which means they won't be playing anymore games sadly.

And then there was Fukuda Sogo, Haizaki's team. They're the ones to compete with Kaijou to decide which team moves on to the semi-finals with Seirin, Shuutoku and Rakuzan.

Haizaki is the one with the jersey No. 6, the one with the cornrows, ew.

Then, they showed young Kuroko wearing the Teikou jersey holding a basketball with the wind whipping around him. Then his uniform changed into Seirin. Yep, only his uniform changed, Kuroko didn't grow a bit.

The music then picks up and of course there was the almighty fist bump. Unfortunately it was too awesome I can't get a screenshot of it. Then they showed what we're about to see in this 3rd season. Looking forward to these!!

Seirin VS Kaijou

See that? Punky Funky Love by GRANDRODEO

Rakuzan VS Shuutoku

Sorry the pic is not very nice. That's Miyaji blocking Akashi btw

And of course Shuutoku's very own light and shadow.

Takao must be sooo happy to be able to pass to his Shin-chan like that

I can't wait to see that super pass and super shoot. Midotaka ftw! I mean, how can Midorima already prepares to shoot the ball, without the ball even being in his hands?? And then Takao will pass the ball to him juuussstt in time for him to shoot it? Crazy stuff, but I like it.

There's also Kaijou VS Fukuda Sogo, with Kise's Perfect Copy of the Generation of Miracles!

First you see Kise, and then suddenly he's Aomine.

Again Kise, and then suddenly he's Murasakibara.

 I hope the Perfect Copy in the anime is something like this. It's super cool this way. You can see it more clearly in the video, go watch it right now!!

Also, a bonus. More Kise! Kinda feels like Kise is everywhere in the OP...

Kise believes he can fly

Kise catching Kasamatsu's pass single-handedly. How awesome is that?!

And then it's back to Seirin VS Kaijou with Kise and Kagami dunking.

Another thing to look forward to in Season 3, Kuroko's Buzzer Beater!!

It's more dramatic in the video with the clock ticking down in the background

Which brings us to the end of the OP with the Seirin team and the usual 'The Basketball Which Kuroko Plays'

End. Of the Opening.

Took me a while to finish this and the first episode has finished downloading. SEASON 3, HERE I COME!!

Mainstream

I'm not sure when it started. When I was in primary school, I didn't really have a solid interest in anything in particular. But I guess I was into anime back then, cos I did watch a few of it.

The K-Pop Fever started when I was in Standard 6 (for me.) At that time I really did not like it. And I had a good reason why too, I met the wrong fangirls. You know, the type that just SQUEALS and keep saying "OPPA IS MINE!" and keep on trying to speak in Korean "THAT'S SO KYEOPTAA!!"

Basically, those fangirls gave K-Pop a bad first impression to me. And it didn't help when they just showed me pictures of their oppas being shirtless.

And then of course high school happened, and one day my sister showed me a Super Junior video. Guess which one it was? Yep, Sorry Sorry. Wow, feels like such a long time ago. Anyway, that was the starting point for me and then I got hooked. It wasn't that hard really, and during that time (2010) there wasn't too many k-pop fans. Okay, there was a lot, but none of the fans were crazy.

And then it happened. The tsunami of crazy fangirls. I'm not sure when it began, whether during EXO's debut, or even before that, but I noticed it after EXO debuted. Fangirls were craaazy. More of the "OPPA IS MINE" fangirls were born, all around Malaysia. How do I know this? Because there was an increase in K-pop artists doing concert in Malaysia.

Of course, more of my friends also became fans, some naturally, while some brutally. And I don't know why, but I started to lose interest in it. Sometimes my friends would ask me like "Hey, did you see their new MV??" and sometimes I would answer with an excited "YES" or "NO WAS IT GOOD?" but other times I would just say "No, I haven't. Not really interested to watch it, is it good?"

And then last year (or was it the year before?), my brother told me he had Bleach episodes until the end of the series. And I was like "ARE YOU KIDDING ME GIVE IT TO ME GIVE IT TO ME!!"
Okay, maybe I exaggerated a little. But I really wanted to watch it, cos I watched it before I got the K-Pop fever and it was like YEARS AGO so I really wanted to know what happened in the end.

And so, that was how I got back into anime. And I am currently still into it. I still watch K-pop, but I don't really search for any videos, unless I heard it was a good one, or when a group I still like makes a comeback.

Well, if you want to compare it, back then I had a file for K-pop, and it was separated into MVs, Live Performance, Fancam, Variety Show and Etc. I'm not sure how big the file was. I had ONE file for anime, and they weren't episodes, just random stuffs like openings, or funny moments.

Now, my Anime file is 97.4G and there are 33 anime series in it. That does not include random videos of anime which is 2.38G. And my K-Pop file? 5.68G.

Anyway, that's besides the point. What I'm trying to say is, I don't like it when too many people start to like what I like. I mean, of course it's great to have a friend to fangirl with, but when you don't want to fangirl with them, but they keep fangirling around you, it becomes annoying.

Or maybe I just rather be dead than be mainstream.

Future Talk

It's a new year. 2015. I will be turning 18. Which means I will also be starting University life.

And I have no freaking idea what I'm gonna do.

Right now I'm having the time of my life. Waking up late, staying up late, eating whenever I feel like it, watching anime all day long, basically sitting in front of the laptop 24/7. Ah, what a great life. And then comes the question ;

"Adik nak ambik course apa?"

And whenever it came up I always ran away. I would always just sigh and say "Hmm.. tengok la camna nanti.." Truthfully I'm just running away. But I can't keep running away, I'll have to think about this stuff real soon. I mean really, even when we had to choose either the pure science course or the non-pure science course during Form 4, I just chose the pure-science course because it seemed like I have more choices to pick for furthering my studies in University. Because I didn't know what I wanted to be at the time. And I still don't.

I mean, the course you choose will affect your career in the future right? Which is why we need to know what we want to be first, and then choose the course that will lead to it right? That's the problem, I don't know. I don't know what I want to do.

I definitely don't want to take Medic. I don't like being sick, I don't like sick people, I don't like medicine. Well, it's a start right? At least I'm sure of one thing I don't want to do. Accountant? My sister's already one and I'm still not really sure about what accountants do. I know there's a lot of different type of accountants but I'm not really interested in it.

What I enjoy doing? Whenever people ask me that I'll laugh. I enjoy watching anime, eating, sleeping, reading books, dancing like an idiot, and singing like a pondan. Basically, what all teenagers enjoy doing. I always laughed because I never think of doing all those stuff seriously, as in furthering my studies in it. For example, I could take arts and technology for anime, I could take culinary for eating (lol), or I could take TEKA (is this what it's called? You know, the course for performing arts or something) for dancing and singing. But I don't want to. I don't know, because I enjoy those things as a hobby, I don't want to take it seriously, you know? But there is a saying that goes "Pick a work that you enjoy, that way you won't have to work at all" which basically means if you enjoy your work then you won't feel pressured by it.

ARGH I'm so confused. Mom did suggested taking English. I was like, "English?" Mom said taking English means you could be a lecturer, or administrator or you could even become a translator and go places. I did consider it, and then the self-doubts began.

English.... well I do enjoy reading and writing in English (even more than in Malay, I'm sorry okay, it's just how I am). But am I good enough to take the English course? Would I enjoy it? And I know this is a bad way of thinking, but surely I will have a lot of, like, speaking tests right? Like Oral Test? I don't think I'm that good in speaking though. Writing is a completely different thing. When you speak you have to mind the pronunciations and stuff.

Also the other day, we went to visit my brother and had lunch together. He didn't ask me the typical "So Adik nak ambik course apa?" question. Instead, he asked me what I'm doing during my free time and without batting an eyelid I answered "Tengok anime" hehe. Then he said that I should learn to bake, and maybe I would enjoy it and start a small business. I dunno why, but I really liked him then. I mean, I always liked him anyway, and everyone else in my family of course, okay I'm starting to stray away form the point now. I felt like, he gave me a suggestion, and I really liked it. I did think about learning to bake during these holidays (it was in my to-do list). 

Baking sounds nice. I watched a lot of baking shows and it looked really nice and fun. And you get to eat your products in the end. That's awesome. A pastry chef sounds like a pretty nice job too, doesn't it? But like all the other stuffs I enjoy, I don't know about taking it seriously. And maybe because I do care about what people think of me, like, if I took Culinary (or anything else for that matter) what would the big family think of me? Big family means all my aunts, uncles and cousins. I don't really have any cousins that would be compared against me, but still, I don't like it if they felt like, "Oh, she could have taken something else, I didn't know she wanted to do those kind of stuffs"

I know, I know, what matters most now is what I want to do. People will run their mouths no matter what you do.

So, Fatin, what do you wanna do?