50 Questions to Fill My Time

Hi hello. I finished my final exams on the 6th, and I'm hoping to go back home on the 10th. Hopefully everything goes well and my parents are able to come and fetch me on the 10th. Both my roommates went back home already so now it's just me and this quiet dorm. I cannot believe how boring it is nowadays. Like, I know I used to say I'm a person who would never be bored being by myself but man after like two weeks of having no goal-driven activity, I am bored. I say two weeks because during study week my boredom began as I didn't really study, so yeah.

I tried filling up my time with fun things that I couldn't do when I was busy, like playing games. I even downloaded Maplestory but yeah after a while I got bored. I made a new Angelic Buster character, which is pretty nice but yeah still I'm bored. I even finished playing Project Diva for all the songs in Hard mode.

Catch up on K-Pop? Yeah, the year-end award shows were nice but now that it's the new year things are pretty slow. Monsta X are also not promoting but they do have fanmeetings around Asia. They had one at Bangkok yesterday. Lucky Thai fans. I'm watching the fancams and they all seem to enjoy themselves so that's good. They even had an early celebration for Hyungwon and Changkyun's birthday. But Hyungwon' hair was terrible lol. He kept brushing it back but because it wasn't fluffy so they became stuck in a weird position. But he still looks good anyway.

So anyway, I'm bored and I came across this set of questions and I find it pretty interesting so I decided why not answer them and put it here? I'm just really bored lol.

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
Nani? I think so. We're pretty clingy so yeah.

2. Are you loud, outgoing, or shy?
Shy but loud once I'm comfortable with that person.

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
MONSTA X! Nah just kidding. My family of course. I miss them. And my cats.

4. Are you easy to get along with?
I would like to say yes, but you need to take time to get to know me first and also let me be comfortable around you. Then we'll click. I say this because I noticed that I tend to copy some traits of the person I'm with.

5. Have you ever given up on someone, but then go back to him or her?
Hmm. I don't really remember giving up on anyone. It's more like, if I don't think we match, then I just avoid you. It's not like I hate you or anything but we are just not compatible. I guess it's like being indifferent? But I can still have like normal conversation with you. Maybe it's because people have to come to me, so if they don't then that means I don't go back to them? Meh I dunno.

6. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
I don't get drunk. Alcohol is Haram. Hypothetically speaking though, the person should take care of me if not I won't like them.

7. Do you think you'll be in a relationship two months from now?
Haha. Yes. With assignments. I'll probably have an affair too. With procrastination.

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
Hyungwon.

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
Depends on who I'm talking with. Usually I'll be the perverted one tho so no. I'll probably laugh a lot.

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Probably Kakak. Must have had a deep conversation about how Seungjun should be on Hitmaker.

11. What does your most recent text say?
"Awan pink" - attached with said picture.

12. How do you feel about abortion?
It's sad in every aspect.

13. Do you like big crowds of people?
No.

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
A lil bit.

15. What good thing happened this summer?
Summer? You mean the hot season? My clothes got dried quickly. If we're talking about the month then summer was around May or June right? Monsta X had a comeback so yay. Oh and I got accepted into UM.

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
The mirror? Sure.

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
Maybe. It's amazing to imagine it.

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
I don't remember him but no.

19. Do you like bubble baths?
Never had one but would love to.

20. Do you like your neighbors?
House neighbors, yes, we share Wi-Fi so. Dorm neighbors, I don't know them. But they never disturbed our peace so yeah okay.

21. What are your bad habits?
If I know them I'll stop doing them. Meh I'm just lazy to think right now.

22. Where would you like to travel?
Anywhere. Travelling itself is fun. Maybe Japan or Korea? Or any Europe countries.

23. Do you have trust issues?
Not really, but I just take care to not trust anyone blindly.

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
Eating!

25. What body part are you most comfortable with?
Eyes.

26. What do you do when you wake up?
Open my eyes. Stretch. Snooze my alarm. No specific routine really.

27. Do you wish you skin was lighter or darker?
I like it the way it is.

28. Who are you most comfortable around?
Myself.

29. Have any of your ex's told you they regret breaking up?
I don't have no exes. But if I do, they would regret it cos they're letting go of a fine specimen like me.

30. Do you ever want to get married?
Of course. I'm a clingy person. I wanna get clingy and cuddle with my husband and do awfully sweet couple things.

31. Is your hair long enough for a ponytail?
Yes. A short and spiky ponytail.

32. Which celebrities would you like having a threesome with?
Hyungwon and Wonho. Hyungwonho. Just kidding.

33. Spell your name with your chin.
*proceeds to do so resulting in showing my wonderful double chin*

34. Do you play sports?
Nope.

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
TV obviously. I barely watch it nowadays anyway.

36. Have you ever liked someone an never told them?
Always.

37. What do you say during awkward silence?
Nothing.

38. Do you think age matters in relationships?
In a way yes. With age comes maturity and experience, so it's more to how the people in the relationship are like. If they are both of equal understanding and maturity, if they view the world the same way then it's okay.

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
Convenience stores!

40. What do you want to do after high school?
I already passed high school and am currently continuing my studies so yeah.

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Yes. Third chance, maybe not.

42. If you're being extremely quiet, what does it mean?
I'm just being myself.

43. Do you smile at strangers?
Depends on the situation but usually yes. Smiling makes you and the stranger happy, so why not?

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
Outer space.

45. Do you want a roommate?
I have two. I need roommates cos they keep me sane or else I'll go crazy by myself.

46. What are you paranoid about?
People.

47. What was the meanest thing someone ever said to you?
Hmm, I don't really know cos I don't like to remember mean things people said. Maybe about me being a bad gamer?

48. The nicest thing?
It's not any specific words but I like it when people say they like being friends with me and they'll miss me. I feel so loved.

49. Have you done something recently you hope no one finds out about?
Yes.

50. What language do you want to learn?
Japanese and Korean.

Alrighty so that's all 50 questions. I just answered this for fun. I think I'm pretty hilarious. That's why I like spending time with myself. Because I'm so funny me.

Time capsule?

Hello it's the first day of 2017! Actually there's 17 minutes to midnight so I'm really rushing to post this before the date changes lol.

So yeah just decided to do some sort of time capsule, a post for me to read by the end of 2017. So 2017, by the end of it I would probably be in my second year so how's life? I'm sure you faced some tough times, hopefully you went through it well and grew from that. Even if you didn't, it's okay, there's no use regretting things. Just move forward and learn not to do the same mistakes (omg so cliche).

The biggest question would be my main interest by the end of this year. Would it still be K-pop? Am I still a hardcore Monbebe following all the Monsta X updates regularly? I really hope so. I hope I stay loyal and that there would be no reason for me to not like them anymore. Man I really hope they get their first win this year, and not face any terrible accidents or scandals. Please be safe and healthy guys and most importantly I wish you guys all the happiness in the world. Okay, this is getting too deep into Monsta X hahaha. Yeah Fatin of the future you better still be supporting Monsta X or else I'll come from the past and drop-kick you Minhyuk style.

Hmm, it might be interesting to see my fashion sense too? Have I changed this year? Hopefully I do and towards a better direction of course. Remember Fatin, just because everyone's doing it doesn't make it the right thing to do/wear.

Also, any new skills? Maybe I learned how to cook? (Most probably nah) Maybe I've learned a new song on the piano? Hey future me! If you didn't learn a new song then what are you doing during your breaks huh? Playing Maplestory? Well that wouldn't be so bad. Get your characters to Lvl 100 at least okay.

Well Fatin of the future my time is running out. I'm sure you had a good year. You're me after all and I usually choose to be happy and say I enjoyed the year. So yeah, whatever it is, you survived 2017 so pat yourself in the back. Goodbye 2017, hello 2018 right? Saying this at the beginning of 2017 feels funny lol.

Bye~